nel

whenever i think that i’m so tired of hockey trg, i hesitate.

cause, it’s an irony that out of the 5 day trg, only about 2 sessions i get to touch the stick and it’s only 1 session spent on the pitch.

and i’m realleh trying to dig time out to trg more and more and more. but i need time for family gathherings; friends outing and catching up and chalets; playing and even bathing my dog;  my studies; working so that i can earn MONEY; lastly to rest.

it seems that i cant multi-task and currently, my focus is on hockey. like 9-12 train.. or rather .. from 7 to 12 i train, then in the noon it’s either tuition, party, running an errand or even, a hockey match (like the VJ one).

so i’ve been coming back at 10.30pm, sleeping at 11pm and waking up at 6 for trg.

i really hope i’ll study in dec. like study real hard.

i cant afford to sacrifice my studies for hockey. it’s not worh it and i have to prove to people (or rather myself) that, choosing to join hockey then wasnt a wrong choice afterall.

i really enjoy hockey .. but .. and while i look forward to the camp, i know …
sadly, there’s a problem.
and sometimes, i compare the times i train in TP.
it’s definitely more slack. Perhaps it was due to the fact that it was during the first-threee-months mood. but the team’s spirit, inspirations, encouragements, is so strong.. it made me love the sport.

in TP, i always look up and admire the evening sky. in SA, i always look down at the track cos i’m training-no time to look up, running-hence, have got to concentrate by looking down on track, panting-due to physical.

but thanks to mr soh’s brilliantly planned trg prog, i think i’m so much more fitter than i was 10 months ago.

trg hasnt been easy. in terms of skills and fitness, i’m at the bottom. putting extra effort to improve skills and fitness to catch up with my teamates who have been trg since sec 1 or primary school seems so stupid. or nicely put, impossible.

but to compare with the jenel loo 10 months ago and now. i’m proud of myself even if mr soh says: basic! basic!

there’s still culinary to work for and.. ms ye mentioned, we shouldnt allow any J1 who has got core CCA like you to join our club. -_-’. cos they wouldnt have time to attend our sessions.

i wondered, was she thoughtful to my situation or plain .. straightforward.

there’s just been so many trg and reflecting, i had to blog.

anyway, today, jing yi, serene, yichen and i got ourselves new pe shirt. WHEEE. not stupid dry-fit but comfy COTTON. i love it.

clara and i got into some heeated.. conversation while planning for PB chalet. while she’s insistent on what she like, i’m a relatively practical person. =(

sigh. there’s still class chalet to settle. i really hope to accomodate everyone!!!!!!!

there’s alot of people i want to catch up! like PC, 2e1!, 4e5!, or rather, the BACK PPLE and a01!

and i want time for my dog.

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