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if tomorrow never comes..

YAYS. no math tuition! no need to hand up eom, GP essay, i&r, no econs test!

but it came. it’s alr past twelve!

oh… so there’s math tuition yadaydyayaydyyayojsd..

i feel so tootootootootoottt not being able to go back to tk tml!
was extremely pissed after the test announcement
but now, accepted fate after the econs department was so insistent.

boo.

so back to john solman!

thanks for encouragements. =) as much as life is flooded with work. i’m enjoying my life. really.

i think it’s because,
i dont care about deadlines set by teachers, i meet mine.
i dont care about teachers’ expectations, i meet mine.

cause, it’s my life, not my teachers, neither does it belongs to MOE.

toot.

i miss morning breakfast.
nescafe + bowl mee/wonton mee
miss mugging like shit for Os
miss eating lunch
miss the den, the second level one
miss hamidah’s history lessons
madam chee’s …
sec one orientations ..
i miss prefects
miss the sec 4 cohort

and i miss, my alma mater.

Tanjong Katong Girls’ School

hahas.

pw - eom
maths - revision worksheet, lecture test
econs - essay, lecture test
GP - essay, compre
Geog - to arrange a make up lesson into my busy schedule before tues
hist - SEA essay, International essay

all by today.

within 7 hours..

it’s my life.

=)

i am damn pissed.

you irritating piece of crap.

you dont have a right to despise people cause you never try to understand before making a judgement.

being clearly objective, i despise no one but you, especially.

you failed badly as a leader.

try harder the next time.

you asstoot.

gracey. miss u a ton loads too. =(
read your blog. very.. true. can relate and understand.
cos sometimes.. pple feel shock when i say the f word too.. like my sis. hahas.
meet up soon yea?

alot of things happened.

which inculde… a dance workshop i attended.

cant believe that jenel loo attended a dance workshop right?
it’s okay.
cos i cant either.

today, went sentosa.. thanks to windri. =)
was fun! went to many parts of it.

but. PC should be honoured.

cos.

everytime i went to a place.. i’m like.. PC must come here instead of just palawan the next time.. and PC must come here instead of just palawan the next time.. and more of PC must come here instead of just palawan the next time..

it was in my head ever since i was on the island.

shows how long PC hasn’t meet up.

life’s been meaningful, i think.

a little overloaded. but it’s okay, i think.

i want chalet. parties. break. outings.

but i’ve got absolutely, no time.

anyway, people. subway’s the best k!?! =)

I MISS PC

i feel stretched.

ouchs.

had so many things happening in such a short time..
i feel like i’m a toilet bowl, choked.
or a roller coaster with the sudden ups and abrupt downs

i feel like a freshbie in SA.
cause i have yet to settle down. like i just recieved my timetable. like a new student.

i wanted to blog tgif. but it passed. =( my fri night ended at 10pm! i missed my GHOST WHISPERER!

i realised that SA’s culture is so much like TKGS.
but the irony?
5 out of (abt) 400 came.
pity.
what a pity.

the kitchen seems to be a perfect place to hangout.
hahas.

i’m studying the dullest thing on earth

rocks.

or you can call them stones.

it’s totally interesting!

like SHIT

So, here’s the second chance to choose between,

reality and passion.

which one should i choose?

it’s not that i would die w/o my passion.

it’s just that i have to live with a … passion-less life.

i dont know, but TEAM SAJC seems so …

near yet so far.

why hasnt my life settled? why hasnt my heart settled? - if my heart’s all out to do what i want to do, i wouldnt be stuck.

why has pleasure turned to a pain?

there’s so much to sacrifice. tuition - i may quit. not being able to carry out my responsibility as culinary pres. performing below expectations for studies. not being to take time out to spend time with loved ones.

so much to give up… for the sake of … a passion?

my heart’s… 60% to quit. but the other 40% - why? hello! it’s TEAM SAJC. it’s passion. it makes me happier. and who knows, w a second cca, i treasure time more than before, and study more than before too.

i mean. it’s only 2-3 hours a day.. two to three times a week?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

besides this to worry, there’s pw, h1 test, culinary, hist, econs and maths to catch up.

where the hell is my life?

mom and nas asked.. what’s your aim in JC?

i said the grades.

but can i achieve it w hockey too!?

it’s quite clear what to do.. i think. but it’s just stubborn me. my heart’s stubborn. we are all attracted to instant gratification..

i think .. it’s just me. i dont want to give up what’s so hard earned - a place in hockey… after letting it go before ..

i think …

but the book said life should be meaningless.

we shouldnt chase after … what!?!! i dont know too..

why am i always having to decide difficult stuff?

why cant i just be…nv introduced to hockey?

what you dont know, wont hurt you.

why cant i just be

simple?