nel

saw shida’s pics.

very sad. very very sad.

like extremely disappointed.

i cant believe AFTER 10 weeks.

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it’s just that i MISS HOCKEY alot.

alot. alot. alot.

i played it for merely 10 weeks and i nv knew i would feel so miserable w/o it. for the first time, i realise how annoying it is to give up on something you have the passion for over practicality.

when passions meets reality,

i chose reality.

and it hurts.

pathetic.

SOUL PATROL

america, you chose the right man.

=)

clay rocks. so handsome. so good.

looking back here,

pale in comparison.

anyway, there a SAINT in the top 28 in the singpore idol.

=)))

right. i hope TAYLOR WINS.

SOUL PATROL.

U ROCK MY ARSE. whoots. wolf whistlesss.

next, you beach! retarded s-hole. i seriously cant stand you. HOW? hmmm.

shoots you. BANG. *oh not dead yet? yea, understand. nvm. =). thick skin ma.* i know you would be the president. GEE. omg. JESS help!

we all know first impressions count. BUT pluhlease remember we cant judge a book by its cover. i was so pissed. i could piss on your face. psssssssssssssssssssss.

then, floorball that day. reminded me of HOCKEY! i have a craving for HOCKEY. i have the URGE. i want to J*I*. :X

you’ve got the slab. whack and sweep. Ooo. and jab - shida’s strength. i cant jab for goodness sake.

HOCKEY.HOCKEY.HOCKEY.HOCKEY.HOCKEY.HOCKEY.HOCKEY.HOCKEY.HOCKEY.HOCKEY.HOCKEY.HOCKEY.

if only i were in tp, i would alr be a hockey player.

=(

i remember my stick was the smellest and heaviest yet it served me well. see. dont judge a stick by its appearance.

WA! WHY DID I LEAVE TP!?!! cos no one(including me, myself and i) allowed me to stay. they go like TP!?? NO LEAVE. hahas. why ah. why. tsk.

so remember why you are in sa!

sacrifices.

i’m just the hapless one. all the time.

alrightey talking to SYAZ! =))) MY BRO. bra-der. =))) good support. hahas

and lastly. eliania shows me how much bestest of frens can still stay as bestest of frens even if they are in different schs.

and i envy her for that. alot. i really do.

TGIF

pe was fun. we played captain’s ball then touch rug. ahahas. so stupid. cos we didnt exactly know how to play, except for the guys. then dog n bone .. we just ran. ahahas. no grp scored. hahas keith did the saints battle cry. so hilarious.

have been staying up till 1-2 everyday since last week.. or hmm.. lastlast week? not studying but doing pw. think i spend too much time on it. so very tired these few weeks. then when i mug, it aint effective cos i’m dozing off.

take for example today, in the lib, after copying down THREE definitions for geog i fell alseep. THREE only la.. there’s so much more.

dragged myself down to tk after culinary cos maine and clara were there. hahas. so cute. they saved foodstuff frm interacts farewell for me when i had nth to do w interact. so paiseh and rejected the foodstuff from them INITIALLY. but then, still ate all. AHHH, empty calories!!

so what do you have when three tired girls at the sc?

half-opened eyes, yawns and conversations.

wow.wow. drea’s vice pres. han in hse comm. von too. baya-most prob bl. ee  fang cap. syaz vice cap. nadirah hse comm. qiqi SC!. mei sc! cheryl sc. yinglin vice pres sc! wowowowow.

there goes the saying,

Every TKGian is a leader.

ALRIGHT MAN.

PPLE PROVE TO THE WORLD WHAT QUALITY OF STUDENTS TKGS HAVE!

whoots.

waywaywaywaywayway to go!

hey everybody we’re frm tkg

and this is our philosophy

aint no matter who we fight

we dont shiver and we dont fear

w tk’s spirit we’ll do no wrong

we’ll show our courage n beat them all

so we dare you to come and fight

COS TK WILL NEVER LOSE OUR PRIDE!

yo tk, let’s DO IT!

=) go girls, do it.

i love tktkktktktktktktktktkGS.

and SA TOO!

i love the pple and teacher - gosh they are so good!

i’m utterly sick and disgusted by the number of times i have to do my pi, gpp and MORE IN THE FUTURE.

so sick i can just puke my dinner, lunch and breakfast out.

one word.

sian.

ooo. the hot pe teacher did my fingerprint registration today. whooots. fate. and fated. this is fate and we are fated! hahas, nvm.

oh. AND SA’s RUGBY WON RJ! The guys’ saints battle cry is awesome. you should watch it. it’s so SAS thing.

so right. wow, there’s culinary tml and you msg me at 9.30pm tonight to inform me. wow. how efficient the management is huh.

but i’ve got to go back tk tml!

I"M SO SAD EILOT or ELIOT or ELIOT got out. sort of expected it. cos the choices of songs he sang was so bad. BUT HE’S A GOOD MAN, like what seacrest said. GOOD MAN. he loves his mom, how bad can he get?

gracey, i feel the need to clarify. hahas

well, nv did i once see anyone in pc as my buddy. cos i dont see pc as the individual 7 of us. i see it as a group. yea, n i seldom just stick to just one particular person in pc…i try to be close to all as much as i can…gee i dont know if you understand.. but u always ask her(and only her) to go toilet with you, eat/drink the same type/time/yeah. and since buddy is one that .. slack together.. like JUST THE TWO of us only. joan gave me a total refeshing experience on a ‘buddy’. something i would nv try on pc. cos it’s gonna be unfair to do tht in pc. so yeah. hahas, i’m really sorry to drag the whole pc and joan into the picture. but yeah.

and chill grace. i know you miss me loads. hahas. i miss you loads too.

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shurggs.

okay. so back to PW.

pukes white foam all over sasha’s labby(she said it’s lappy but i beg to differ)

laptop=lappy —– Sasha’s version

Laptop=Labby —— Mine

=)

i thought i was transparent to my mom.

she and my sis were talking non-stop (while i was infront of the com) then they left to buy dinner w/o asking me .. like w/o informing me too. so they stepped out and after three mins, my mom came back.

"oh sorry mei, what u want for dinner?"

"WOW! MOM i thought i was transparent to you"

she laughed while i rolled my eyes. funneh meh?

miss wong is not confident in my gpp and i feel like it(my project) is so shit.

‘i dont get what you’re trying to say. it’s very complicated.’

as much as whatever in school is stressey i try to see it as a challenge. when you get over it, you get satisfaction.

i need tuition. maths. if best, mr NG’s! - i actually smiled swweeeeetly when i see my amaths tuition notes in my drawer. it’s as if i saw MR NG! HAHAHAHS. ooo. and if you’re wondering y i haven throw the notes away.. hmmm. firstly, h2 maths MIGHT need it. i dont know. secondly, they are filled w mrng’s encouragements and stuff la, HOW CAN I BEAR TO THROW. *puts hand over forehead*

oh. after everyone having an eye candy…i have one now.

it’s this very young pe teacher. he looks 18-19 years old. but how can?

he’s hot. *sizzle* ssssssssss. and when i glanced at him after wenyi told us abt how nice he was w alpha’s stand broad jump thingy………… HE LOOKED AT ME TOO!! EYE TO EYE!! DAWN SAW IT TOO! aaaaaaahahahhas. whoots. he a LIL. a LIL like mr ng.

the part above is so not cuifang lah.

dont worry mr ng! you’re still the best! though you lose out to that young pe teacher cos you’re alr married (SHIT! =(), you still have a place in my memory (in my ‘heart’ is too mushy!)

ahahahhaahahas. i’m in self indulgence(sp!??). hahahahs. thick skiin! and i’m hua-chi-ing. (it’s a chinese word)

erase. erase. erasing in progress ……………………….

i want to do math tutorial. but gee, i lost it. have 12 questions to do by fri. and i would only do gpp after meeting miss wong. i think my focus is wrong. as in my gpp’s focus.

andand. i mentioned it only takes one person and a few mins to perk your day up yea?

i SAW JOAN YESTERDAY when i went to meet han. so FATED

joan is relleh my BESTEST BUDDY! =) i never believed in a buddy thing. till i met her. hahas. cos she tell my load of stuff as in.. hahas. cant say out! .. so we became buddy! hahas.

and i said i want her as a friend for lifeee. =))

MUACKS.

a leader’s passion to serve never dies.

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY!!!!!!!???!!!!!!!!!!

ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????!!!!!!!!!!

hapless.

=(((

well. the hols are making me so.. used to 4 days work week kinda thing.

and so the week was short and fast which is good. i like it. hahas

was amazingly.. amazing. went down to MJ and they got me HAN’S UNIFORM! wow! so smart. so the skirt was SO DARN TIGHT i had to wear it at my waist. the skirt ended up to be so FREAKING short like it was only 5 cm below my asshole. AND my fats were squeezed like..hmm.. i dunnoe what cos i nv wear such a tight skirt before and they(MY FATS)were spilt all over cos it was simply tight. but then again, amazing, i could still breathe and enjoyed the whole night. see, aint it amazing?  But i must say it was nice wearing a.. one coloured, plain uniform after all these while. hahas. yes. sorry, the word was PLAIN. Also, this whole thing, was good. cos it gave me an experience of wearing an uber short skirt. one tht is 5 cm below my asshole. ahahs. i dont wear such short ones k.

and actually, after saying so much, that aint the night’s highlight. highlight was of cos seeing han singing. and the thing is WITH QIQI. =) awwww…  so some of the parts were really sweet.. cos they had to act sweet cos they were duets .. and the song was you ni zhen hao(so nice to have you - direct translation. =))) )so they had to give tht kinda of you-ni-zhen-hao look to each other. HAHAS. oh well, han was good. could sing all the high parts w/o having any prob.

but actually, i was there to see my frens. yes. my aim was..okay mainly to support han. BUT my other motive.. to see han. drea.. maine.. well..clara-but i didnt in the sad. so sad! hahahs. i mean, if i had to go thru all these(wearing tight skirt..rushing cos of some stupid slow coach number 3 bus service…) to see them, i think it’s worthwell. =)) and the night was more interesting cos of ELIANIA,NICOLE and JIAWEN! eliania (sp?!) ahahahs… frm sec 1 till now still dont know how to spell but nv. hahas

so we. the non-MJcians?? or Meridians? were making a hell load of noise. we even prepared ourselves to boo some sluts. ahahs. if they were gonna to win. but yeah! they didnt manage to win.. but sad too.. cos we couldnt boo them. was tired but enjoyed myself. i like the drummer.. was good.. it went like domdomdomdodmodm. whoots! =)) and the white boy! cool! =))

fri evening to night was great . spent it w my family. it was uber fun too. and to quote what my vp said, ‘Your mother loves you unconditionally.." or something like " a mother’s love is unconditional" .. =) happy mothers day to my mom!

so.. right. hmm..  there’s something we gotta fix. but do we even know there a prob to fix? Someone’s gotta speak up first. who?

it just take a person and a few mins to make your day.

=))

i saw caitlin today!

gosh.

miss her like shit.

still as ahlian. ahahahs. she’s gonna kill me if she sees this.

but still as know-how-to-dress-up. her lashes were so long and thick .. like some commercial ad. hasghahas.

hahas.

and omg. i saw this testi. from shi yu to michelle. so sweet. sweeter than the sweet and sour fish i just ate.

hi chell…
bet u r surprise to c my testi for u…loooonnnggg time since we last talk to each other…miss u alot…

miss scolding u blur,miss u taking care of me,miss talking tgt wif u abt sad arguements wif mummy,miss those moments when we laugh loud tgt w/o caring abt who n where we r..n miss ur hugs….

hmm…nw tt we r meeting less..talking less,I still wan u to noe n not forget tt u were my bestest friend n still are n will forever b..even tho we r no longer side by side or a part of each other daily life…but I still wanna to part of ur june holiday life…so keep one june hols day for juz u n me,k? n rmb our promises of being gd friends tgt even after we r married n stuff…hahahahaha…nw I sound lame…nvm just wanna let u noe no matter what happen, u will alwayz hav me as a friend…..

mucks* love u…hehe…write me a testi too k…

they were really very sticky . back in tk.. and during art club.. gosh. no matter how long and draggy the sessions were, we spent the time luffing our heads off. i would probably find a spot to sleep. be it the table, or even lying on michelle’s back.. then counting down the time (so i can go for my fav tuition) w trix, crapping w cheryl, talking to geok, gosh.gosh.

it’s all in my memory.

=)) sweet.

you know, four years back, when i had my sec 1 orientation, i had a time of my life.

most importantly, it had such strong impression on me, i aspired to be a TKGS prefect one day.

the first prefect i saw on registration day was sam soh. random, so yah, back to my point..

so when i was nominated by miss ong, i was thrilled. i couldnt wait for my interview results, my probation results.

i took pride being a pop. took pride in doing my duties w the most horrifying senior..not sharon.. ahahs. my batch of pops wasnt very close, sadly.. (but anyway, by the end of sec 4..the whole cohort’s kinda close alr). my probabtion was a happy one. i had 1e1 and family’s support. you never know how does it feel when even your own classmates rooting for you.. as in they.. wont go like..’aye..pop here..y be in the pb..’ i guess 1e1 is the most perfect class when i made the most perfect friendships.

then when i was a sec 2 prefect, i was so influenced by my seniors i want to be in the exco, if not exco, nvm, i want to be someone who contributes to PB.

how my seniors had the opportunities to carry out stuff just made me more inspired.

besides that, i had seniors who were 100% nice pple who shared alot w me. like alot on what they think leaders are.. we talk alot. i had camps w them.. recalled.. my first pb camp, i was the only sec 2. besides, i was grped w 6 others sec 4. quite intimidating BUT it was only then did i know i had such amazingly friendly caring seniors.

i mean.. recalling back.. i think i met the best pple in the world all at tkgs. serious. to the extent that .. i think there aint many left out there in the world.

sec 2 .. i served the board with my heart. i didnt feel like.. i was SUPPOSED to cos i was a prefect but it was.. i WANT to. so when there was the exco interview when i was in sec 3, when they asked if i would accept the post of a head…

i took a sec to breathe(while looking down), looked up and said yes. (w all the passion in me burning strongly =) it was that strong)

honestly and seriously from the bottom of my heart, pls believe me here, i said yes not for the sake of being a head, but it was like.. i really wanted to serve the board by sharing and passing what i have learnt from my seniors.

so now,

pple join sc for what? they honestly reply for a good testi. yea. good. true too.

initially, i had the tot of joining sc too. but the reason? wasnt becos the seniors left such good immpression on me..(they were gd tho but it’s different.. shruggs)  .. but becos what TKGSPB had gave me, the experiences, satisfaction… i really wanted to be in sc. okay and partially, it does contributes to a gd testi..

but i guess since all’s over. i should always remind myself the reason why i nv join sc and achieve what i have nv achieve before.

i still can contribute as an active member of culinary - exactly wad clara tan said.

and it’s like now..i hope for now only, i dont feel the thing to serve SA at all. like i said alr. tk’s too good for me. till, i dont tink anywhere i go is comparable. gosh. it’s no good. i must love SA. i mean i love SA. yes. and my class and caring CT. =)

4/5 birthday yesterday! and today i just recalled something abt us while running w jess her last rd… only now then i tink.. actually we(4/5) had quite gd class spirit.. =))

when like 3 of our frens who haven finish their 2.4.. almost the whole class runs w them. serious. so you see a bunch of us cheering.. supporting ..

it’s sosososososososo heart warming.

zak! i know u dont go online and u dont read my blog and perhaps u dont remember me… hahas. jk. HOW CAN SHE NOT REMEMBER ME!

but zak! i ran faster than last year.. WHY AH!?? must be you run too slow la! you are my pacer! hahas. =))

i miss mrs lopez’s OINK and nat geog and ST. joraha’s paranoidness. chan’s warmness. khoo’s kukuness. chee’s chartchartness. yeo’s inflexibliltyness(wadever)..ang’s cutieness. hamidah’s colour combis.

i miss 4/5! for once! =)))))))))))))))

hahas. hey von. which part was so nel huh. the crying part. the intelluctual guess part? hahas.