nel

i pon sch again. it’s the .. 04081989 times. hahahs. see THE NUMBER of times. hahas. gd no.

omg. so bad.

not gg to pon totally tho, gg for hockey.

actually when sasha asked me, why still go hockey.

i was like, yea, why the hell am i still gg for hockey.

it’s. like. just in case, i’m posted to m instead of sa, i might want to appeal back to tp.

i mean. tp’s arts is kinda okay lah.

the teachers are nice. yes. including cheng. *chokes*

miss lee is even better. *ahem*

miss ho’s the best! =)

and oh, IT CAME. hahas. if you understand.

there’s this FART button at von’s taggie.

i pressed TWICE! omg.

cheap thrill.

i cant do hist w/o a dictionary.

=(

read, stumbled, refer to dictionary.

then it repeats.

why do everyone says this:

everything happens for a reason.

why?

and shit. slept so much, again.

just saw my class photos.

and i laughed at how stupid we were. the poses.

and our math teacher.

i never thought that i would have any buddies in tp.

but i had.

i had joan.

i never thought i that i would have any united class with enthu people cause tpjc is just oh-so slack.

but i had.

i had 06a01.

short term friendship aint very bad.

at least we had sweet memories.

3 months of it.

=)

i think i was pmsing during the day - esp during hockey

it’s funny.

cos, you ask youself, ‘hey! y so quiet and moody?’

then you would reply, ‘PMSing ma’

‘OH! SO this is how it feels like to be.. moody and PMSING!’ - enlighten -  =)

so, i think it’s coming.

then i saw the tp softballers played.

sorry, but laughed at them a LIL.

SO-not-up-to-TKGS’s-standard.

the tp softballers’ throws are so.. weak. yes. weak.

aint like.. hahas. TKGS’s.

and TKGS’s pple have style.

standing in the middle of the pitch in the evening.

i think the sky is very beautiful .

standing at the assembly grd area in the morning.

i think the sky is prettey too.

try looking up, is yours as prettey as mine?

=)

the coach told me.

IF by any chance, i want to come back to tp.

just appeal, and the principal would give the green light.

TP aint tht bad; slack not so good.

sigh, i thought everything’s settled.

i feel darn good. ponning stupid lessons, gg to sch at 1200hr only for constructive lessons and spending stupidlessonsperiods/freeperiods at the lib reading.

so much more enriching then my scheduled lessons.

i read up abt alexander the great - someone we all know but how much you know abt this leader?

read mostly on european hist, china hist, aids, H1n5 - issit liddat?..and econs!

there’s this very good econs text in the lib. - i hope i hid it well, gg back during stupidlessonsperiods/freeperiods tml.

i’ll start mugging like shit. when my aircon’s in gd condition first.

i was craving for 100plus after hockey. then bot. a stupid big gulp of 100plus. it’s so stupid k, cos after two sips, I’M DONE! wasted 1.60 - can buy loads of snacks in sch alr! budden of cos larh, tried to finish.. tried.

cookie. hmm, had sort of food poisoning. shitted everywhere - darn. holy cows. of cos, being a responsible owner, i did what i had to do. darn. then the tot of it made me puky during hockey.

met keller and mido today. helped them buy some software at student price. =) love her accent, so style. keller and mido very loving. =)

hamidah told me to serve my alma mater. yes. letta me think and settle my sch first. then i would go. i mean, i told the whole sec 4 cohort to return back to tkgs even after we graduate in my speech day’s speech - if you guys listened. i bet no. nvm. so yea… back to the sub.

but i need help. impossible to do it alone.

but what can i do. hurm.

the canteen vendors? - eee. i dont like to change them. makes me sad to change them, as in. you sort of make them outta job.

space? - eee. i’m so bored of it.

changing the teachers! like the chem chers. brillant.

AH! I KNOW! WE CAN HAVE PREFECTS TRG! WE TRAIN THEM!! - hahas. so tired of prefects too.

I KNOW!! MENTORING - LIKE HELP THEM W STUDIES -SOUNDS GD!!!

i wanna teach ss and hist elect! hahas. the way to your As. ahahs

oH! chrystal, do you read my blog? but anyways. thanks for the testi! very sweet. i’m very touched. =) help is here as long u msg me k! sec 3.. hmm. play more k! study.. during exams. but. act, just listen in class can alr. do revision in june and dec can alr too too. =) - that’s what i didnt do.

okays, so if chrystal doesnt read my blog. the above is just so plain stupid. so comon! chrystal! come read my blog. hahas.

gonna read the cold war book and watch desperate housewives. i love tht.. sadist show. so deep.

hmmm.

when the world seems to be so busy.

i’m so free.

i’m totally tired of sleeping.

yes.

how amazing.

we actually spent 4 hours at long john.

spent only $4.10 for a combo 1 meal(changed coke to ice tea), $3.60 for combo 1 and $6++ for the fish combo.

we talked from prom to schs to pets to gelare to pizza hut to cg outing to this to that to here to there to a to z to 1 to …

so amazing. dontch ya think so too?

it’s been such a long time ever since i chatted this long. =) love doing this. cos there’s probably only one time w each new friend you make. so it’s special. it’s like you pour out what’s so interesting in your life to your friends and they do the same.

so you just go yadayadayada.. =)

today’s my dearest sista’s 20th birthday. aint that old? sigh. if i’m 20, i would be sad. =(

and the thing is, she had a test at 7.30pm? poor girl.

my sister is smart, capable and independent. she’s outspoken; fluent in both chinese and english(which i’m so not. SIGH!); is a very good leader.

has good testimonials, resume and results.

had scholarship.

has trophies.

has certs.

has a younger sista who loves her. =)

my sista helps me whenever i’m helpless.

protects me when i’m vulnerable.

saves me when i’m in .. danger.

happy 20th bday.

=)

if only kbox has more and recent eng songs.

if only i can go ecp and blade over the stupid humps.

i feel forgotten. i wonder why, i’m asking you.

life is so. messy and slack.

there’s no aim, no purpose studying in tp.

no aim, no purpose in my cca in tp.

i like pressing the cg.

oh, shermy, i lub you! =) apologies too. =) forgive me yeah?

heard this for over a thousand time

it sucks. cos if you made the right choice, no one would say you have good foresight. and if you made the wrong choice, you would regret - cant tell anyone abt that and worst of all, everyone would say, ‘ there, i told you! shouldnt go ..’

i was really very stressed out. it’s only a school. for only 2 years. hello, and i’m like so stress!? fish.

so threw aside the temptations of MJ and decide my sch at MJ’s lib. - such a wonderful place okays!

MJ is SO tempting cos i have my girlfrens, my buddies and my wonderful seniors there!

i feel so much like i was in TK!

so i threw aside my subject combination factor. - i mean, maybe my combi is heavy. maybe

i’m quite, angry now.

my mom just saw my verification slip.

she yelled at me, okays not really yelled, but told me i shouldnt have filled poly courses for the last 6 choices. i mean, YOU GUYS SAID - IT"S YOUR OWN DECISION. THEN WHAT NOW?! i filled 6 arts courses. up till SRJC ARTS.

she said if you cant get in, they would put u in poly cos they see you’re interested for it.

oh whatever, and i’m actually afraid tht with my score, i cant even get into SRJC. - okay, who know’s i cant even get into there. then, i would be in temasek. poly.

*does the L sign over my forehead*

i shall leave everything to fate.

and i’m so disappointed with my fren.

you would prob read my blog. but i have to say what i want to say. no hard feelin’s yea

i didnt turn up for debate today because of a very impt matter. if you realise.

i’m disappointed cos you actually doubted our class spirit - so much for class spirit

i did plan to scream for a01 like i would. but i had to decide. SA OR MJ. which i haven been able to decide. and it’s -sorry- obviously more impt than class debate?

i’m disappointed cos you said you didnt have the motivation in winning..i was more of like..let’s get this over and done with.

let me question your class spirit then.

why we didnt want to speak? - why, i ask. Cos we aint confident of doing so. we were afraid of pulling the team down. - it may be shallow. but it’s a fact, not because we wanted to shrink our responsibilities but we dont want to pull the team down.

and it’s not as if i didnt speak for the class before. it was even during the CYN period - we actually met up, me had to gave up my house visiting to my idol’s house. and i didnt go cos of debate. and here, you said i(okays, cos i didnt turn up, so i take it, it’s directed at me) pah-seh you guys. cos we aint there?

and u actually feel dumb cos you spoke for our class? - where’s class spirit, i ask, again.

should have just left it to us? - why? aint you just leaving everything to us too? when u were appointed grp leader?

and for our third speaker. we had faith in him but just needed you, to use your authority as a leader to ask tht fella to be a lil more serious than he was.

and for my friend joan. had to work.

she either work today or never. for the next 2 months.

so which is more impt?

sorry - but obviously again, work today!

i mean if not she would be wasting her time for the next 2 months.

yes, winning or losing aint impt. process more impt. cos it gives you lessons.

lessons abt how pple can so easily have such impressions for you.

honestly - sorry again - , i think you are being selfish.

please try to understand.

like i do try to understand why you are so disappointed in us-like i am in you. - oh crap, do i have some expression problem.

bad day.

hope spagedies(sp!@?) cheer me up!

today’s whee day.

i feel so loved in tp, by mostly the tkgians. =)

i feel so guilty too.

to those whom i didnt give any thing in return for your chocs and sweets.

- but my sincere friendship is enough yea? - giggles.

yea, nothing is like celebrating whee day with a school of girls.

you’ll nv. never. get to feel it again. ever.

today is no happy day. i’m stucked at deciding M or SA.

i’m really being very, stubborn. dont care wad others think, just gg to which JC tht can offer me the subject combi. would i regret? i hope nono.

is it very weird? - h2: hist econs maths, h1: geog

but thanks to my loveliest frens - UNCLE NAS N CLARA TAN!

=) they are darn nice. nice. nice. yummy!

oh. james and cherlyn crashed tp today.

nel is crashing mj tml.

muahahas.

shit. i’m skipping debate. - good luck 06a01! =)