nel

=).

new year was good.

though i only celebrated on the first day.

but at least i managed to see, know and established friendly relationship w e new generation of cousins.

i only get to see them once a year. or okays, maybe, 3 times a year?

they are kids like 15 months old, 6-5 years, some 10 years old?

i really cant wait to bring them out one day, when i’m financially..abled to do so.

my generation, only james. hahas. meiyoumeiyou. funneh.

happy to see my aunts and uncles to have their own kids. those were the aunts and uncles who brot my sis and i out to play like hell .. 6 years ago.. i seriously loved being with them.

so sad, we are so not close now. i always wanted to have a… aunt to care or and uncle to spoil me.. but. nah.

now that times has changed, it would be my turn to bring their kids out one day.

cried when i talk to my sis about aunty kurtis - she was a joy to all.

may you have peace.

i missed house hopping w pc this year again! seriously hope can make it next year.

sasha’s 21st bd is on cyn nx yr! that’s so cool cos we sure to celebrate it! =) - there’s always something abt me and sasha. while her bd is on some auspicious day on the lunar calendar, mine’s on e day before ghost festival.

woah. great. so fair!

hoping for 07’s cyn!

fish that coach.

he just said.

‘play! play! play!’

fish him.

tired. but was good experience.

idiot. tml got to do debate and econs.

thanks joan and ray for msges.

winning and losing ant everything.

lols

tml would be fun. =)

lessons. celebration. hockey trg. hockey MATCH. dinner w pc. ahs.

i’m tired. ran 10 rounds. stadium. not wadeva pool. hahas.

i hope me wouldnt play lousy tml. the seniors would be sad. =(.

i hope no injuries. world peace. =)

sat, is a darn packed day.

i’ve got debate. econs. og outing. SHIT> THERE"S HIST> YET TO PLAN WHEN TO MEET UP!

these three. i would only spare my morning for it. =). yes. afternoon is nap time! hello. i was suppose to wake up at 12 on sat.

maybe i should go back tk, take my eagles money.

and og outing. sorry joan, i seriously dont feel like.. going. i dont like to rush having fun. =) the worst thing. i would be grumpy! - ah. no nap=grumpy. grumpy=excuse not to turn up for OG Outing!

hahas, pple might think i anti-social. i’m NOT really k. it’s, just that, i anticipate my grumpiness on sat. then if i’m grumpy, i dont like, putting on a fake smile, faking to be enthu w the OG as if our OG rocks. whoops. that’s TOO harsh. sorry. hahas, i’m just tired la.

later, second trip to the supermarket for cyn.

i bet i would be quiet, cos i’m tired.

i dont know what i want.and it seems that i lose everything in the end.

hockey is my life. presently. =)

oo. and joan, alexi is okay, downtoearth, quiteokay infact but is still.. always so confident of himself!! hahas. but when i say him everytime, he like.. shyshy. ahahahas. funneh.

and remember, "CRA-ARCH"

hahas popcorn sound. when the aged eats it.

mom found another 3 more flea on my bed.

AH! YUCKS!

main suspected culprit: COOKIE

i love him yet i hate him. No, not really hate. tho he has brought the 3 disgustingly-disgusting fleas…

whee. bought a pants. that cost me 60 bucks. it’s not even a full-length pants. it’s knee length. - but. it’s kinda three-quarts for me. =)

shopping is fun. when you are not tired. i wasnt today.

CHEERS!

i’m having mon blues! hahas. nvm, i’m sleepy.

life in tp has been injected with a pinch of fun element now. now that there’s so many things to giggle and talk about. now that hockey trg is so much more fun when daniel and izwran comes down.

life is okay now.

but the thing is. the slack part of tp is still there. it’s so slack that 3 out of 5 days we end abt 1. the 4th and last day is ard 2 and 4.

to give you a better picture. proper lectures and tutorials commerce only on the 4th week of sch. =) perfect. it leaves only 1.5 week more of serious studying. - the 0.5 week taken off is due to the cyn hols.

so wad’s the diff not gg into a jc for JAE? .. little - if you entered tp.

so i prob do badly for A levels if i stay. - cos it’s slacky

wad if my O levels are only good enough to bring me to M? - yes M is definitely more.. pushing than TP, but i thought it’s okay to stay in TP. Afterall, i have frens and a life-hockey here. But what if M retains me? Shouldnt i have stayed in TP?

hockey trg today. hockey trg every sat. i’m sun burnt. - sad cos i’m radiating heat now. HATE IT! happy cos i can AT LEAST USE MORE of the aloe vera gel i bought last oct. grins.

TODAY IS DARN TIRING. but surprisingly, i still went to town to meet maine and ting. Usually, the lazy me wouldnt. ah. - all in the name of friendship- ahahs. but besides the fact i needed to shop, i initally promised to shop w them already- my cap had only informed me of the trg the night before so had to go down.

leg was aching. maine spent a BOMB. hahas. huge one on her stuff. but part of the money came from ting. lols. wheeeee!! ate ice cream! - to coool me down - tho it didnt really help, but yeah. But you know? i ate rum and raisin. Then this particular raisin had load of rum? hahas, YAH. so i could taste the rum. So i told them, "whee! i’m drunk! i’m high! i drank the rum!" - lame

realised our conversations were mostly .." My lecturer very funny.." "My OG…" "My PE…" so i had loads of idea what’s happening in TJ and they prob have a picture what’s life here.

i’m so tired. and lazy. and i still have to shop tml. shit.

why.

today is a pure play day.

played cap ball during break

ran 5 rounds for pe

having hockey later.

height and weight today! - still as short. still as usual gaining pounds of weight. I just learnt what’s the meaning of ‘accpeting fate’. hahahs. NO, k. Must try to keep fit. hahas. =)

sleepy. went chinatown yesterday night. god. had a truck of fun w my family. =) - quality time. met shopping queen and king too. yea.

may the sun stay. and that my back would not be pain, again.

drea..

maths: functions

chem: VA, mole concept, redox

hist: international hist-cold war, asean hist: nationalism

econs:… not sure

lit: othello(sp??!!)

geog: lithospehere processes and two other human chaps but i forgot.

the rest, i not very sure le.. cos nv take or nv take note. sorry.

when i finally found my first love in tpjc,

i’m stopped.

by my family.

.

.

it’s hockey! hahas.

dad said his fren david had his two front teeth gone missing when a hockey stick whacked his face. But the thing is, dad also admitted this david is accident prone. he had his shoulder bone fracture when he dived to save a goal when he was a goalkeeper.

drama-mama.

but, then. hockey can be scary. and fun. ironic.

wanted to slack at home. but hockey senior said to buy shin(sp??!!) guards and long socks for tml’s trg. ah.

is my chinese name so difficult to remember? argh. it’s on national twee.

this entry was apparently supposed to be posted on the day b4 hari raya hol….

today’s sat. 14/07/06

okay. hockey can be fun. but extremely tired too. it does not only challenge your stamina but also your back’s strength! cos you see, you have to bend while.. hockey-ing.. (yes. though i’m already so short, i still have to bend). So, for beginners like me, the day after hockey trg is simply OUCH. and to add on it, while trying to stop the ball, i slipped(AHAHAHAs.. yea. laugh it out). so my ass was hurt.

okay, after 2 weeks, still find tp slack. oh. nono. it’s DARN DARN slack. but read the sch’s forum.. the seniors defended tp and said.."this is how the sch works.. must have self discipline.. unlike some other sch’s tht works like a ‘pressure-cooker’ that keeps the best and kicks the rest.. that retain at least 100 ppple yearly"

… but anyway, i need to be in a pressure cooker. too bad. yea. i admit. i no self discipline can.

lucky that i’ve got joan(and frens) - my new friend that i ‘hang out’ with. something i can closely relate to pc. hahas. so coicidentally (sp??!!) she’s grace’s fren .. happy 9. hahass, pc would be happy 7..nono. nice fren. whom i act tot she was dao. on the first day.. hahas. nvm.. maine oso gave me the exact same impression when i first saw her. and shermaine to company me for lectures - same combi exactly! and she’s chatty! hahas. as in when we talk la.

i have generally nice classmates, nice ct - who’s so nervous all the time and who’s trying reaaaallly hard to be funny all the time. nice seniors during hockey - hahas, cos they found it hard to say my chinese name.. they say can we call you fang? or wad else? (so i told them jenel, nel)…. hahas. so even the coach calls me nel. and their ‘nel’ is so NEL(the mrt line) .. the..NEL LINE .. but mine’s nel..wahahas. nvm. but .. i cant help laughing inside whenever they go ‘nice one NEL’.. ‘are you okay NEL’ .. hahas

so if i really have to stay in tp… it’s okay LARH. but the worst is that i cant get lesser than 20 pts. then it’s OH SHIT.

and, wah, all so kind, nv point out the fact tht my councillor was spelt wrongly on the previous entry. hahas. paiseh only.

sorry.

t+jc’s counsellors are pathetic.

this is for what have you done.

the whole damn prog is always screwed. i mean, once is norm, twice is acceptable, all the the time is - pathetic.

you know the whole cohort spent the whole day either in the hall or canteen thruout these 3 days? my frens and i just stone.

but the girls too, either the hyper-quiet types or if not the lians who refuses to cheer dance or run. = you girls ought to learn the spirit of TKGS.

my conclusion on guys in my sch - guys of the same age - childish, not intellectual and lastly, disgustingly raci*t. and hello, they are like….. SHY??? i almost forget that they were boys. i meant males. or rather men.. the hunter?

boors.

soh me and our seniors - spent the time complaining abt the whole orientation. i mean the orientation (the sl’s of 2005 planned for tk’s sec 1 orien) is a thousand times more fun and organised.

t*jc is just so slack.

but whatever, i should be happy. so hey. fang fang, you should be happy! =) just pray hard and hope my cg is a whole .. totally new .. grp of pple.

and tho it’s fustrating how YOUR orientation is so lousy while others like m or t is so fun…. everything gets wiped out by a dinner w frens. enthu frens. orh. and frens WHO TALK! =) so fun talking to von too. tho we were both tired.

yes maine. better to be busy than slack. =)

yes von. shopping on 14 after promo day. i hope i get my pay then.

yes! sat then sun. ( then shit, it’s back to tp) — nvm. there’s still our cny dinner.

GRACE - happy seventeen! Hope you had a great dinner. think all- including you was tired, so we couldn’t spend more time. apologies. but anyways, thanks to you i had a kinda-"therapy" to kill my fustrations. =) you have been a great fren! i loved, loving, love you. =)

ting! take care. PLEASE.

drea! jia you! on your career and relationship. =)

han, oh wells, have fun. =) you looked so..oh-look-i’m-having-a-truck-of-fun.

hahas. =)

beatles. yeah right.