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written that more than.. eh a lot of times.
for my first paper.. sci chem prac.. i was paranoid abt not writting it correctly. like. SHIT. DOES IT MEAN A BIG FLAT ZERO??!! till now. i still cant be sure if i haven written correctly. so i shouldn’t brood over it cos i would probably be depressed over the few months.
before the start of this big exam. i was like. ‘hey! do you actually realise you’re moulding your future within this few weeks?’ so yeap. started off w hmt.
studied more for prelims. lesser for Os. not sure why.
was more worried and stress for prelims lesser for Os. wonder why.
the hall was filled with screams after mrs taufiq went ‘everyone’s last paper right? Everyone’s estatic. you could feel….it! like. i’m free!
but. always being different,(lolx), i cant help but feel funny. yes, i’m happy i have ended my Os. It was a great feat. It wasnt a short journey. For me, i had to start since.. March? i never studied so much in my life. ever. I was having this mix feeling of the end of Os. I’m not worried so much about the results. It’s just. hey! It’s the end? Yes. it’s the end. So what’s your life tomorrow? Next week? Next month? Away from tk = away from my dearest frens = alone in a new school.. It’s not gg to be like. okay. tml. tuition. or go singpost to mug. You don’t know. I don’t.
So, i turned to my left, to my right, looked up and down. wanted to remember the hall, the setting and the faces of the sec fours. I wanted to have these memories in my mind for as long i live. sounds stupid.
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Wanted to head home after my last paper but joined maine and ting and suat for dinner at swensens. lolx.. so fated? we met wera!! she ah. bot new wallet den no money for dinner.. so we ate and accompanied ting to get the third ear hole done. Guess wad? the ‘piercer’ actually said we look SEC 3?! hello, i’m 17 next year? i meant WE?!!
then, damn comical ah! maine saw two dresses. so she went fitting rm. as we waited. ting said she wanted to go home le. then wera went.
‘eh! then i go too!’
then suat went..
‘i oso having headache…’
HAHAS. so they all left. Leaving me behind w maine.
good pals huh.
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best studying place : starbucks.(if you can spare that cash)
Most disappointing paper: A maths paper 1
Most happy paper: A maths paper 2
Most lousiest paper: Phys’ day. phy was just a waste of my time
Most stressful paper: Day of and before hist/chem
Most relax paper: Phys’ Day? i didnt even study phy
Most tired paper: hist/chem
Most hungry paper: Hmt
Most irritated paper: amaths paper 1. my papers flew. everywhere.
Most suitable weather paper: hmt. it was raining. and it was compo. you could write more.
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While, i’m quite unsure of my future, i know that this week is definitely. a shopping week for all!! Wheee. get my hair cut. lose weight. buy dress. =)
lol. i do hope tml wouldn’t rain. so wy and angie can tan happily.
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home’s quiet. parents sleeping. sis out for a moive that i wonder why the hell she would ever want to waste 7 or 8 or 9 bucks(nv go for a movie for ages. so don’t really know the market ah) on that show.
i was baack at 9. was it too early>?